Whirrrllllwind

Today was nuts. NUTTS. Howit had preschool and it was my turn to bring snack. I knew this and was prepared. One of the docs I work for it was his birthday. A month ago, we (girls from work and I) planned a pot luck for today. I baked his favorite cake, got his favorite candies from See's, we were making fondue for lunch, I got him a card, I even found a new yummy recipe for a new dessert and tried it out (we love sweets at work-what can I say?) Honey comes out here at 6am "I'm sick-I have a temperature." UGH. BNE to the rescue. Oh, I also had my 6 week checkup today with my OB. I was BUSY and darn it I didn't want to miss any of it, and it was going to all start with Regina Phalange coming over w/coffee this am and then going from there.
This doc at work, his family never does ANYTHING for him for his birthday. So us ladies at work SPOIL him. He loves carrot cake-I'M ON IT. He loves dark chocolate. I think birthdays are special and you should be treated as such on yours. He was surprised. He didn't know I was coming-I'm still off work and I brought the baby. Nice surprise.
I love my honey, but can I get an amen for boys that are sick? Nuff said?
Lord have mercy. I lived to blog about it-sort of WHHHEEEEE

The Truth Set Me WHHHEEEEE

So, while on FB, I was able to get my nosy self to find out the sordid details and it turned out, I think I helped. yea me! The thing they were going through, is something I've been through myself in a much worse way so I could totally relate and was able to tell my story. At least based on the info she gave up, I gave up my info, I have nothing to hide. I'll tell my story to anyone that will listen. If I can save anyone a fraction of the money or anguish I went through, it's worth it. My motives weren't entirely pure at first, but once I got her to open up, I was glad she did. And I can honestly say I wish them the very best on their upcoming nuptuials.
On another note, I received my letter from the hospital were I had Squeaker. NOT good. But I'll have to save it as she is screaming.
whhheeeee

WHHHOOOOO

OOOO I'm ever so pissed! I had to file a grievance with the hospital where I had my beloved Squeaker-yup it was that bad! and gotdownsatonabench if they aren't dragging their heels!! The letter states I will receive a written response withing 30 days of them receiving the complaint -technically that was yesterday but I got no mail yesterday (stupid mailman-sorry) so I figured today is my day! WRONG!!! ooooooo I'M EVER SO PISSED!! (that's a line from the Simpson's btw)So I've called the case mangager (over 3 hours ago), filled out the Office of Civil Rights paper work, and I just want to scream. I will call her again when I'm done here but grrrrrrrrrrrrr. If I can't reach her today, then I'll try Monday. Supergramma says maybe I'll get it tomorrow. She said maybe I don't wanna hear what they have to say. Maybe not, but it's about closure at this point and pursuit. I can't go further, until I know what they are planning to do. I've been in limbo for a month. I've put it aside for this long, impatiently waiting :) for them, although it's pretty cut and dry-they fubared big time and it's time to pony up. If they dropped the ball-time to pony up more. Supergramma also thinks they just don't want to deal with me. I'm not some 16 year old kid anymore. I'm an adult and I'm not going away. Wrong is wrong and they wronged me. Nothing like a mommy scorned. hahahahaha I mean WHHHEEEEE

So nosy

I hate that I am soooooooooooooo nosy. I am such a busy body. It gets me into such trouble. I try to stop and I can't. I want to know everybody's business-I want the dirt-I want the sordid details! GIVE IT TO ME NOW!! I have a friend on Facebook (from now on=FB) that I've known for years. She is marrying an old boyfriend of mine. Truth be told, she and I are connected in some pretty twisted ways (HA-now YOU want the sordid details) and her latest status said her heart was heavy and she needed some angels sent her way. Knowing what I know and all that, I wrote her a message and sent some words of encouragement. To marry him, she has to uproot her whole life. Apparently, they are 'going through something'. I WANNA KNOW WHAT THE SOMETHING IS! But, alas, I'm sure I never will and I will be left to ponder WTF???? Excuse my language, but that's all I can think right now. (That, and how truly twisted our connection is.) I'm just glad we can all be friends. I'm glad we have all grown up enough to put the past behind us and APOLOGIZE for what we did, forgive for our transgressions, and be mature enough to handle each other as friends now. We were all great friends back then. Great enough to think it would last forever, so I'm glad we could pick up where we left off or something like that! FB has allowed me to reconnect with a lot of old chums that I actually thought hated me, and apparently it was all high school BS. Now that we are in the real world, it's nice to be grown ups that have minds of our own. I never thought I did anything that horrible. HA I'm not that crazy-just a little bit!!! WHHHEEEEE

Falling is bad

On one of my mannnnnnnnnnnnny trips to the ER during my hellacious pregnancy, one of the enlightened doctors had the foresight and intelligence to expound upon me the following that had yet to occur to me in almost 7 years, which is why I'm sure, he felt the need to say it about 4 or 5 times :"falling is bad". REALLY? The the thought never flitted into my brain so thank you oh wise one.
Can you tell I've just fallen AGAIN? And that I'm a little ticked about it? I fell about 90 minutes ago and have been busy pumping (boobs, not iron) feeding, facebooking, doing the dishes, laundry, so now here I am. This new med seems to be making the siezures longer, stronger and more intense. Great for some bodily reactions-just not this one!!! I feel like I'm at my wits end. I'm supposed to be upping my dose tonight and I'm supposed to be emailing my doc too and she's unavailable till next week. Hmmmm, I mean WHHHEEEEE

It's been a WHHHILE

Long time, no post! I guess about a week after my last post I found out I was preggers and it was an uphill downhill sprial for 9 long months! Hyper emesis (extreme morning sickness)-I puked right up until he tied my tubes!, falling non stop, gestational diabetes, headaches like I've never had before, non stop peeing due to low lying placenta/baby, and I LOST 15 pounds. Not an ounce of weight gain. Normally I'd be thrilled, but this is the only time in a woman's life she has license to gain and no one can talk!
Boy I wish I could have blogged the whole pregnancy, but I couldn't get outta bed most days-I had to stop working in September and I don't go back till June 2. Talk about a loooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnng materninty leave. They can't wait to have me back. :) They have gone thru lots of people in my absence. Hopefully they can put their $$ where their hearts are and show me the love. They did when I came back from having Howit.
So this one we'll call Squeaker cause SHE does. And I'll have to say so much more later because Howit wants to use the computer. And I have denied her so much already. OH the guilt. WHHHEEEEE

one WHHEEEEEK to go.....

The ominous countdown begins:Our office goes live in one week with implementing the new system. Ominous? WE'RE NOT READY AND OUR PARTY GOT CANCELLED :( Yes I'm pouting because we have to be adults and put work ahead of everything else since no one else did. Dummies. We've been patiently waiting to get our groove on and now we have to stay tomorrow to cram for next week. BAHLARNEY (honey's favorite cuss word around howit) My new favorite is REDONKULOUS. The "nk" gives it the umph you need sometimes! Anywhoo, we were going to have an end of allergy season/get ready for the next chapter party for our office just us girls and now it's off. GGRRRRRRRRR It was going to be an upptiy-up redneck drinking party (hummus, falafel, mcnuggets and french fries!) With Cowgirl Quenchers Yummy!
And in unrelated matters, why do friends think they can screw you over financially? Why is this OK? Why are honey and I seemingly easy targets? We're nice, take our cash? BAHLARNEY! BRO may have taken him for a ride and not in a good way and 20ish years of friendship should have more respect than that. Friendship should have more respect than that. Not cool. He's screwed me over in the past. I hate being jaded towards people, especially about money. UGH. NOT COOL.
Time for chores. I thought being a grown up there wouldn't be chores anymore-shouldn't I at least get a pay increase? HELLO?????? Is there a manager I could talk to about this? Wish me WHHHEEEEE