sad WHHHEEEEE

I just can't do it. I must need divine intervention or something because try as I may, one minute I can be nice to DW and the next I want to throttle her and am sssshhhing her like she's my 3 year old. (DW is soooooooooo verrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy loooooouuuuuuuudddddddd, and does not have a mute button. She thinks people like it. She is wrong.) I actually ssshhhed her yesterday. She was placing a take out order on the phone yesterday (should we be doing that if we're going to be homeless soon? so very judgy I am) She was 5 feet from me and I could not hear honey on the other end of the phone I was on because she was so loud. I know where she was calling is a busy place, but THERE ARE 9 OTHER PHONES IN THE OFFICE AND IT'S MY FRONT DESK AND I WAS ON THE PHONE FIRST!!! Sorry. It's incredibly frustrating because I feel that I take advantage of her usually good work ethic and she tries very hard to help me (I try hard to help her when I can/when appropriate). But she has taken such incredible advantage of me financially that I can't take it sometimes. And she is so very brazen and blatent. She literally cried poor to her boss to get more hours and 3 day later got her hair done (yes she's the one I blogged about last time). Her finances are none of my beeswax, but come on lady!!! Wake up and smell the eviction. You have a child who is less than a year old. Is the take out worth it? Is the hair worth it? Wouldn't your child prefer a mommy who went to supercuts versus a mommy who lost their home for great hair? UGH
very sad whhheeeee